This is my fourth year teaching, Im not very happy in my current situation as I am still traveling between buildings. I’m not quite sure how a teacher is expected to grow without being allowed the required resources to do so. Without ample supplies, space or storage, I am still expected to receive advanced art work from students? I have been teaching a class of 20 in a shoe box for 3 years, an art room without a sink and students are forced to sit in the hallways on cold, dirty floors. I am dictated as to what lessons I must teach by the teachers that I am sharing rooms with. They tell me what I should be doing and maybe if they are feeling generous will allow me a few sheets of paper to use. And since it is important to maintain positive relationships with your co-workers, I do what Im told and don’t complain.
The lack of respect from students, administration and parents is appalling. l feel constantly questioned, second-guessed, and blamed as a teacher. There are surprise classroom visits constantly from principals, coordinators, and board remembers, (one who which called me lazy in front of my class because a desk was not put together and remained inside the packaging, even though I placed a work order 3 weeks ago for assembling) which prove stressful even if you are doing what you are supposed to do.
We work hard for little money, and it never seems to be enough. My pay continues to remain low and I must work on the weekends to supplement my low salary. My district allows us 183 dollars for every three graduate courses completed… twice a year you are allowed to submit for submission. I think one graduate course is close to 1800? Weekly, I spend about 100 dollars on supplies for the kids, but yet I can’t manage to pay my phone bill or buy groceries?
There are more expectations layered on every year, an example is that we are even running our own department meetings now as the coordinators cannot seem to manage it. I am expected to run after school activities such as yearbook and art club without stipend. Not to mention that there is no time provided to do it all. I teach independent studies without extra pay because student are seniors and need the credit for graduation. However, we are asked to stay for this or that or are asked to take on more responsibilities, cover more classes etc. And what is a prep even? Mine is spent driving in a car panicking. One year, I was teaching in 5 buildings so lunch wasn’t even an option.
We design the community libraries showcases on our weekends to advocate for our school art programs. We hold festivals to display art in the park and work weekends with our unions at local charity events and stay after school for open studio time. But still, we don’t do enough? And right now, I just called into a CSE meeting, post more later. Forgive typos, sorry